today is 22nd of December that always remembered as mother day.
in this day actually mother being the one who treat specially, even very-very special.
due to her dedication within her life in preserving her family, her husband, her children, she is really suitable to get such a special thing from them.
gifts, kisses, loves, all the things that she could get.
every child has prepared a sweet gift for their mother,
they present a lovely kiss,
and also they told her that they did love her so much frequently.
how nice they are who have chance to do so,
they such a nice child.
different with me who had nothing to give,
who didn't present a kiss,
and didn't even said "Love U so MUCH, Mom"
since I'm not a kind of romantic child,
who easily said love,
who easily kiss and hug her,
who always give her present in her birth day party, in mother day.
but, I couldn't express my love toward her doesn't mean that I don't love her.
I DO LOVE her.
everywhere,
every when,
every how.
Mommy, my lovely mommy ever,
maybe it's not easy for me to kiss and hug you,
maybe I couldn't present some gifts for you,
and maybe I couldn't tell that I love U directly,
However, deep inside my heart, I always LOVE u.
and I will always love you.
in my own way.
today, I only could give you a bowl of 'bubur kacang'
but it's a special one,
since I put my LOVE there.
but someday I hope I can show you that yes here I am, your daughter who always LOVING u forever, and I'm going to be able to give something that really meaningful.
futhermore, love isn't about how we act, but how we feel.
so, even though I looked as a 'cuek' and not really care child, I wasn't able to express my LOVE directly, to act as sweet and romantic as other children do.
but I have LOVE, an everlasting LOVE, deep inside my heart,
for you, My lovely Mommy ever, love u..
[please forgive me for being a stubborn child, an egoist child, a lazy child, and many other negatives attitude that I have and hurt U]
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